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HAMO EFSANES\u0130 (1800-1876)<\/h1>\n

A) KURTULU\u015e<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u00f6ye sanki k\u0131ran girmi\u015f, nerdeyse n\u00fcfusun bir \u00e7eyre\u011fi \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Felek her g\u00fcn kemendini at\u0131yor, kad\u0131n erkek, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u00fcy\u00fck demeden yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp tene\u015fir tahtas\u0131na yat\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Bal\u2019\u0131n evi de hastal\u0131ktan nasibini alm\u0131\u015f, iki hafta \u00f6nce e\u015fi, d\u00fcnde k\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Hen\u00fcz k\u0131rk ya\u015f\u0131nda olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede Bal mumu gibi erimi\u015f, g\u00fcc\u00fc t\u00fckenmi\u015fti. Demek s\u0131ra kendisine gelmi\u015fti. Dedesi \u015eah \u0130smail de k\u0131rk be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda iken yirmisindeki o\u011flu Bal\u2019\u0131 \u00f6ks\u00fcz b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler ile biraz \u00f6tede ayakta duran ve endi\u015feli g\u00f6zlerle kendisini s\u00fczen o\u011flu Hamo\u2019ya i\u015faret etti. Ama Hamo\u2019nun daha fazla yakla\u015fmas\u0131na da m\u00fcsaade etmedi. Onu belirli bir mesafede durdurduktan sonra titreyen zay\u0131f sesi ile \u2018\u2019hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ok tehlikeli ve bula\u015f\u0131c\u0131 oldu\u011funu\u2019\u2019 s\u00f6yleyerek, Hamo\u2019dan \u2018\u2019e\u015fyas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p da\u011fdaki ma\u011faraya gidip saklanmas\u0131n\u0131, hastal\u0131k bitinceye kadar k\u00f6ye d\u00f6nmemesini\u2019\u2019 istedi.<\/p>\n

Daha on sekizindeki Hamo, \u2018\u2019Anamla bac\u0131m \u00f6ld\u00fcler. Bu evde sadece ikimiz kald\u0131k. Seni b\u0131rak\u0131p hi\u00e7bir yere gidemem.\u2019\u2019 Diyerek babas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zlerine tepki g\u00f6sterdi. Belirli \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcler i\u00e7inde bir s\u00fcre daha tart\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar. Sonu\u00e7ta Bal, o\u011flunun kararl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6nce sustu, sonra \u2018\u2019 Bak, o\u011flum bu hastal\u0131k bula\u015f\u0131c\u0131. Sak\u0131n bana yakla\u015fma. Nefesimi koklama. Ne benim nede ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 giy! Kimsenin kab\u0131ndan kaca\u011f\u0131ndan bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6k\u00fc kurumadan yemek yeme, su i\u00e7me. Aksi takdirde beni z\u00fcrriyetsiz b\u0131rak\u0131rs\u0131n. S\u00f6zlerime uymazsan hakk\u0131m\u0131 helal etmem. \u00d6b\u00fcr d\u00fcnyada senden davac\u0131 olurum. \u2018\u2019 diyerek konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 noktalad\u0131. Hamo art\u0131k itiraz edemedi. Sadece olur anlam\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallamak ile yetindi.<\/p>\n

Hamo ertesi g\u00fcn \u00f6len babas\u0131n\u0131 defnettikten sonra art\u0131k kimse ile g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyerek tek ba\u015f\u0131na eve geldi. Babas\u0131n\u0131n vasiyeti do\u011frultusunda birlikte g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fi e\u015fyay\u0131 belirledi. Elbisesini ve i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 iyice kaynat\u0131p kuruttu. Kaplar\u0131n hi\u00e7 kullan\u0131lmayanlar\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7ti. Herkesin uykuya dald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ak\u015fam\u0131n ge\u00e7 bir saatinde e\u015fyas\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fckledi\u011fi merkebini \u00f6n\u00fcne katarak yola d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Hamo rahmetli babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6nerdi\u011fi ma\u011farada yakla\u015f\u0131k iki ay kald\u0131. Beraberinde g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131, unu ve bulguru bitince, mecburun bir ak\u015fam\u00fczeri tekrar k\u00f6y\u00fcne d\u00f6nd\u00fc. K\u00f6y halk\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6rtte \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, hastal\u0131k da bitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Hamo yaln\u0131z ya\u015famaya al\u0131\u015famad\u0131. K\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra ba\u015fka bir k\u00f6yden evlendi ve bir sene sonra Haydo ad\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fi o\u011flu oldu. Elli-elli be\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda e\u015fini kaybedince amcas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocuk ya\u015ftaki torunu \u015eeme\u2019 ile evlendi.<\/p>\n

\u015eem\u00e9, zeki, cesur, sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 ve do\u011furgand\u0131. Aralar\u0131ndaki ya\u015f fark\u0131 hi\u00e7 sorun olmad\u0131. \u00c7ok sevdi\u011fi ve sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kocas\u0131na \u2018\u2019Apo\u2019\u2019 diye hitap ediyordu. Evlili\u011finden bir s\u00fcre sonra birer iki\u015fer y\u0131l ara ile d\u00f6rd\u00fc k\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc o\u011flan olmak \u00fczere yedi \u00e7ocuk do\u011furdu. Mutlu bir ya\u015famlar\u0131 vard\u0131. Hamo daha \u00e7ok ticaretle u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yordu. Maddi olanaklar\u0131 iyi idi. Ama bu uzun s\u00fcrmedi.<\/p>\n

Bir gece a\u011fal\u0131k davas\u0131ndan evi, otu ve ekinleri ayn\u0131 anda ate\u015fe verildi. Hamo davay\u0131 kaybetti\u011fini anlad\u0131. Asl\u0131nda davay\u0131 daha on sekizindeyken, amcalar\u0131n\u0131n ve amcalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 bilinen bula\u015f\u0131c\u0131 hastal\u0131\u011fa yakalan\u0131p \u00f6lmeleri ve evlendikten sonra anal\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015eeme\u2019 ile ge\u00e7inemedi\u011finden hemen ayr\u0131lan o\u011flu Haydo\u2019nun bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce S\u00f6be\u00e7imen\u2019e g\u00f6\u00e7mesi ile kaybetmi\u015fti. Zira kendisi art\u0131k \u00e7ok ya\u015fl\u0131, yavrular\u0131 \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc. Gul\u00e9 yeni gelin olmu\u015ftu. Kalan alt\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011fun en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Seydi idi. O daha on \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Tek ba\u015f\u0131na m\u00fccadele edecek g\u00fcc\u00fc yoktu. \u00c7aresizlik i\u00e7inde nesi var nesi yok sat\u0131p savd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fc S\u00f6be\u00e7imen de oldu\u011fu halde, \u015eeme\u2019 \u0131srar\u0131 \u00fczerine e\u015fini ve alt\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011funu al\u0131p G\u00f6ksun\u2019a do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Derin \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015finden ve \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan gizlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Ama \u015eeme\u2019 \u00f6yle de\u011fildi. Alenen meydan okuyordu. Gidecek, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcp silahland\u0131racak, d\u00f6n\u00fcp Gini a\u015firetinin o s\u00f6zde akrabas\u0131 olan a\u011fas\u0131ndan intikam\u0131n\u0131 alacakt\u0131. A\u011fan\u0131n kona\u011f\u0131n\u0131 alevler i\u00e7inde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek ona doyumsuz tat ve mutluluk veriyordu. \u0130ntikam\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 almazsa torunlar\u0131, onlar almazsa bir sonraki, bir sonraki ku\u015fak almal\u0131, bu dava mah\u015fer g\u00fcn\u00fcne kalmadan g\u00f6r\u00fclmeliydi. Bu konuda belki Seydi\u2019yi ikna edemezdi. Ama Hasan\u2019dan hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusu yoktu. En iyisi bu olay\u0131n zihinlerde ve g\u00f6n\u00fcllerde s\u0131cak tutulmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flamak, hi\u00e7 mi hi\u00e7 unutturmamakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

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B) ANDIRIN YOLCULU\u011eU<\/strong><\/p>\n

Evin k\u0131\u015fl\u0131k ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamak \u00fczere o\u011flu Hasan\u2019\u0131 da yan\u0131na alarak al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f i\u00e7in gitti\u011fi And\u0131r\u0131n\u2019dan d\u00f6nen Hamo, yolun yar\u0131s\u0131nda konaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin penceresinden tan yerinin a\u011fard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve havan\u0131n giderek bozulmakta oldu\u011funu fark edince tela\u015fland\u0131. On iki ya\u015f\u0131ndaki \u00e7ocu\u011funun hayat\u0131n\u0131 tehlikeye atamazd\u0131. Vakit kaybetmeden yola \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131, \u00f6\u011fleye do\u011fru iki senedir \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 ile kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00c7amurlunun mezras\u0131 Meryem\u00e7il\u2019de olmas\u0131 gerekiyordu. Hemen uyumakta olan Hasan\u2019\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131ndan kald\u0131rd\u0131. Aceleyle giyinmesine yard\u0131mc\u0131 oldu. Yol az\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeterliydi. Heybesini omuzlad\u0131, ev sahipleri ile vedala\u015fmadan, Hasan\u2019\u0131 al\u0131p yola koyuldu. G\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmak \u00fczereydi.<\/p>\n

Sabah\u0131n alaca karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan beri ayakta olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen istedi\u011fi yolu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc alamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131 son b\u00fcy\u00fck yoku\u015fun yukar\u0131 kesimlerindeydi. \u00d6\u011fle vakti yak\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Oysa \u015fimdilerde bu tepeyi de \u00e7oktan a\u015fm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fck giderek a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131yordu. Heybeyi tutan eli ve omuzu iyice uyu\u015fmu\u015f, dizleri tutmuyordu. Tepeye kadar be\u015f y\u00fcz metrelik yolu vard\u0131 ve hemen arkas\u0131nda koca Meryem\u00e7il uzan\u0131yordu. Hava iyice bozmu\u015ftu, tipiye \u00e7evirmi\u015fti. Gittik\u00e7e \u015fiddetlenen r\u00fcz\u011far, sallad\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7 dallar\u0131 ile bir orkestra kurmu\u015f, \u00e7evreye yayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ses c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyle sanki \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc yakla\u015fan Hamo\u2019ya a\u011f\u0131t yak\u0131yordu. Bu gurbet diyar\u0131nda, karak\u0131\u015f\u0131n f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 bir \u00f6\u011fle vaktinde, yabanc\u0131 bir ard\u0131\u00e7 a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dibinde \u00f6lmeli, hayat\u0131n\u0131n ilkbahar\u0131nda ki o\u011flu Hasan\u2019\u0131 ku\u015fa kurda yem etmeli miydi?<\/p>\n

Kendi kendine sordu\u011fu bu tarz sorularla yeniden y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. T\u00fcm \u00e7abalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen, yar\u0131m saatte en \u00e7ok k\u0131rk-elli ad\u0131n ilerleyebildi\u011fini fark edince, i\u00e7indeki ya\u015fam ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n teker teker kopmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetti. Fizik g\u00fcc\u00fc kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6nce hemen yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda duran Hasan\u2019\u0131 tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa bir iyice s\u00fczd\u00fc. Asl\u0131nda o\u011flunun dirhem dirhem g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcyordu. Cesaretinden hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusu yoktu. Tek ba\u015f\u0131na giderse yar\u0131m saatte tepeye ula\u015fabilirdi. Yar\u0131m saatte de vadiyi izler, evinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck s\u0131rt\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Art\u0131k evi ses mesafesindeydi, y\u00fcr\u00fcmesi bile gerekmez, ba\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131 yeterdi.<\/p>\n

Hamo Hasan\u2019\u0131 elinden tuttu, yan\u0131na oturttu. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7ar\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7orab\u0131n\u0131 iyice g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irdikten sonra \u2018\u2019o\u011ful, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m var. Nefesim kesildi, art\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcyemeyece\u011fim. Hemen eve git, durumu annene, a\u011fabeyine anlat. Kom\u015fular\u0131 al\u0131p gelsinler, beni kurtars\u0131nlar. Birde yolda ko\u015fma, yorulursan yava\u015fla, ama sak\u0131n oturma.\u2019\u2019 Bi\u00e7imindeki s\u00f6z ve uyar\u0131lar\u0131ndan sonra, o\u011flunun s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vazlad\u0131 ve \u2018\u2019haydi acele et. Yolun a\u00e7\u0131k olsun\u2019\u2019 diyerek yolcu etti.<\/p>\n

Hasan durumun ciddiyetini o zaman anlad\u0131. Babas\u0131n\u0131 arkas\u0131nda b\u0131rak\u0131p yapayaln\u0131z gidecekti. Hafif\u00e7e sars\u0131ld\u0131, ya\u015faran g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6stermemek i\u00e7in d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve babas\u0131n\u0131n biraz \u00f6nce g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi tepeye do\u011fru tek ba\u015f\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131 kurumu\u015f, yutkunam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Hamo, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle nefesini tutmu\u015f, uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden yoku\u015fu t\u0131rmanmakta olan o\u011flunu izliyordu. Hasan\u2019\u0131n tipiye ra\u011fmen yolunu \u015fa\u015f\u0131rmadan ve ara vermeden dosdo\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek yar\u0131m saat i\u00e7inde Kerbela\u2019ya u\u00e7an bir turna gibi s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp tepeyi a\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, g\u00f6zlerini yumdu, derin bir oh \u00e7ekti. \u2018\u2019\u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

Ancak \u015fimdi kendisine ay\u0131racak zaman\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. \u00d6nce biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, sonra bastonun ucuna mendilini ba\u011flay\u0131p yolun kenar\u0131na diktikten ve etraf\u0131n\u0131 karla iyice besleyip bast\u0131rd\u0131ktan sonra, heybesini s\u00fcr\u00fckleyerek yola en yak\u0131n a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Heybesini a\u011faca, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da heybesine yaslayarak eski g\u00fcnlere d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Her \u015feyi yan\u0131p k\u00fcl olduktan sonra g\u00f6\u00e7mek zorunda kalan Hamo, do\u011frudan geldi\u011fi G\u00f6ksun\u2019un K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00c7amurlu k\u00f6y\u00fcnde bir s\u00fcre kalm\u0131\u015f. Temelli yerle\u015fece\u011fi yeri belirlemek \u00fczere \u00e7evre k\u00f6y ve mezralar\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra, kom\u015fuluk ili\u015fkileri ve di\u011fer a\u00e7\u0131lardan tercihi Kutu olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen bo\u015f bir ev ve a\u011f\u0131l buldu\u011fu i\u00e7in mecburen ge\u00e7ici olarak gelip, halk\u0131n\u0131n tamam\u0131 yabanc\u0131 (s\u00fcnni) olan Meryem\u00e7il\u2019e yerle\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Aile ikiye b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, biraz asabi miza\u00e7l\u0131 olan Haydo, evden ayr\u0131lmakla yetinmemi\u015f, babas\u0131n\u0131n r\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131 almadan uzaklardaki S\u00f6be\u00e7imen\u2019e \u00e7ekip gitmi\u015fti. Bu nedenlerle \u00f6nce Haydo\u2019yu su\u00e7lamay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, sonra vazge\u00e7ti. Hani \u015eeme\u2019 yunmu\u015f y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f de\u011fildi. Kavgac\u0131yd\u0131, didi\u015fmekten ho\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131. Haydo\u2019yu \u00f6z \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan ay\u0131r\u0131r, zaman zaman azarlard\u0131. Hamo, yine de \u00f6z o\u011fluna, en b\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flu Haydo\u2019ya g\u00fcveniyordu. Uyarsa mutlaka gelecek, \u015eeme\u2019 ye ra\u011fmen \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi karde\u015flerine sahiplenecek, kol kanat gerecekti. Peki Haydo\u2019ya kim ve nas\u0131l haber verecekti ki?<\/p>\n

Ama \u015fimdilik Haydo yoktu, sadece Seydi vard\u0131. O, hassas, dengeli ve ak\u0131ll\u0131yd\u0131. Tatl\u0131 sertti, gerekti\u011finde \u00e7elik gibi sertle\u015febiliyor, gerekti\u011finde ipe\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015febiliyordu. Duygular\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nceden programlayabiliyor, kontrol alt\u0131nda tutabiliyordu. Annesinden \u00e7ok babas\u0131na \u00e7ekmi\u015fti. Kavgadan nefret ederdi. \u00c7evresindekilerle bar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7inde ya\u015famay\u0131 ye\u011flerdi. Lider ruhluydu. Ailenin sorumlulu\u011fu s\u0131rt\u0131ndayd\u0131. Karde\u015fleri ile teker teker ilgilenir, sorunlar\u0131n\u0131 ikna y\u00f6ntemi ile \u00e7\u00f6zmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Fakir fukaraya yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmay\u0131 severdi. Merhametliydi. Zaten Arabo\u011flu da \u00e7ok be\u011fenmi\u015f, iltifatlarda bulunmu\u015f, \u00f6v\u00fcc\u00fc s\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Anne baba aralar\u0131nda konu\u015fmasalar da, ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckleri kesindi. Baba Hamo\u2019nun ya\u015f\u0131 art\u0131k kemale ermi\u015fti. \u00d6l\u00fcm \u00e7ok yak\u0131nlardayd\u0131 ve bir bi\u00e7imde gelecekti. Emri hak vaki olursa aileyi Seydi \u00e7ekip \u00e7evirecek, y\u00f6netip y\u00f6nlendirecekti. Ba\u015fka se\u00e7enekleri de yoktu. Bu nedenlerle aralar\u0131nda anla\u015fm\u0131\u015flar gibi Seydi\u2019ye daha \u00f6zel davran\u0131yorlard\u0131. Anne ne yapar eder Seydi\u2019ye daha fazla kat\u0131k yedirirdi. Rahat uyusun diye yaln\u0131z yat\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00f6\u015fe\u011fi de daha kal\u0131ncayd\u0131. Elbisesi daha temizdi. Yal\u0131nayak gezdirilmezdi. Baba da ayn\u0131 bi\u00e7imde davran\u0131yordu. Seydi\u2019yle sanki arkada\u015ft\u0131. \u015eeme\u2019 den sonra t\u00fcm konular\u0131 onunla tart\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Koyun, ke\u00e7i al\u0131m sat\u0131m\u0131na, \u015fehre al\u0131\u015f veri\u015fe gitti\u011finde birlikte g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ticaretin belirli kurallar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti. K\u0131sacas\u0131 Seydi, ticarette babas\u0131n\u0131n yoklu\u011funu hissettirmezdi. Para kazanabilir, annesini, alt\u0131 karde\u015fini ge\u00e7indirebilirdi. Bunlar\u0131n hepsi iyi ho\u015f da, bu g\u00fcn daha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc, o sonu\u00e7ta \u00e7ocuktu.<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7ekten i\u015fler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi y\u00fcr\u00fcyecek, Seydi, Haydo\u2019nun da yard\u0131m\u0131yla ailesine bakabilecek miydi? Tam karars\u0131zl\u0131ktan karamsarl\u0131\u011fa ge\u00e7ece\u011fi s\u0131rada e\u015fi \u015eeme\u2019, erkek giysileri ile kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dikildi. Ye\u015fil g\u00f6zleri \u00e7akmak \u00e7\u0131kmakt\u0131. Kar\u0131s\u0131na yumu\u015fak yumu\u015fak, hayran hayran bakt\u0131. \u2018\u2019h\u0131l\u0131male\u2019 \u015eeme\u2019 (ya\u015fa varol be \u015eeme\u2019) diyebildi. \u015eeme\u2019 yine vakur ve kararl\u0131yd\u0131. Yine sayg\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Kocas\u0131na yine \u2018\u2019Apo\u2019\u2019 diyordu. O zaten kocas\u0131yla olan ya\u015f fark\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 zaman sorun yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. T\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc ailenin ge\u00e7imine vermi\u015fti. \u0130\u00e7erde kad\u0131n ve anne, d\u0131\u015farda erkekti. Ev i\u015flerini k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede toplar, do\u011fru kocas\u0131n\u0131n yard\u0131m\u0131na ko\u015fard\u0131. E\u015fi ya\u015fl\u0131ca oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in \u00e7o\u011fu zaman \u00e7evre il\u00e7elere o\u011flu Seydi ile birlikte \u015falvarl\u0131 olarak giderdi. Tabancas\u0131n\u0131 belinden eksik etmezdi. Karanl\u0131ktan, mezarl\u0131ktan, inden cinden, a\u011f\u0131llardan, harabelerden korkmazd\u0131. G\u00f6ksun yolunda iki kez yolu kesilmi\u015f de haramileri darmaduman etmi\u015fti. \u015eem\u00e9\u2019nin yoluna \u00e7\u0131kanlar\u0131 beyninden vurdu\u011fu s\u00f6ylentileri yava\u015f yava\u015f yay\u0131lmaya, \u00fcn\u00fc Aziziye(P\u0131narba\u015f\u0131) ile Hacun aras\u0131nda yank\u0131lanmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hele \u00e7apraz fi\u015fekli\u011fini tak\u0131p martiniyi eline ald\u0131 m\u0131, benim diyen e\u015fk\u0131ya bile kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yordu. Belki de e\u015fk\u0131ya \u015eem\u00e9\u2019nin t\u00fcfe\u011finden \u00e7ok kad\u0131n olu\u015fundan korkuyordu. Bir kad\u0131na yenilmek, yenilgilerin, en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc, en onur k\u0131r\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 idi. En iyisi \u015eem\u00e9\u2019den, \u015eem\u00e9\u2019nin \u015ferrinden uzak durmakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eem\u00e9\u2019nin milliyeti de cinsiyeti de tart\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu. \u2018G\u00f6mg\u00f6k\u2019 g\u00f6z\u00fcne, \u2018Sapsar\u0131\u2019 y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakan \u00c7erkez derdi. Konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 dinleyen K\u00fcrt derdi. Arada bir d\u0131\u015farda giydi\u011fi \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ren \u2018Erkek\u2019 , pazular\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ren \u2018pehlivan\u2019 derdi. K\u0131sacas\u0131 \u015eem\u00e9, masallardaki efsanelerdeki yarat\u0131klardan biriydi. U\u011fursuzluk getirirdi. En iyisi yoluna \u00e7\u0131kmamak, onunla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmamakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eem\u00e9\u2019nin i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131 ise bamba\u015fkayd\u0131. Son derece inan\u00e7l\u0131 ve itikatl\u0131yd\u0131. Gelenek ve g\u00f6reneklerine ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131. Do\u011fru yoldan asla \u015fa\u015fmazd\u0131. Konu kom\u015fusu ile oldu\u011funca iyi ge\u00e7inir, kar\u015f\u0131 taraf sebebiyet vermedik\u00e7e h\u0131r \u00e7\u0131karmazd\u0131. Ekme\u011fini fakir fukara ile b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fmesi bir aile gelene\u011fiydi. Kocas\u0131n\u0131n amcas\u0131n\u0131n torunuydu, ana ve babadan safkan Gini\u2019liydi. Dedelerin \u00e7\u0131ral\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verir, ama Arapo\u011flu\u2019nun dediklerinden de \u015fa\u015fmazd\u0131. Kocas\u0131 veya kendisi ticaret i\u00e7in bir yere gidece\u011fi gece, mutlaka r\u00fcyas\u0131nda i\u015flerin nas\u0131l gidece\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, ona g\u00f6re tavr\u0131n\u0131 belirlerdi. Yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131karken her zaman en b\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flu Seydi\u2019yi birlikte g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yolda ona hikayeler anlat\u0131r, \u00f6nleri e\u015fk\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 takdir de, kendisini attan yere nas\u0131l ataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, neleri siper edece\u011fini, d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131 nas\u0131l oyalayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, nas\u0131l avlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, uygulamal\u0131 bir bi\u00e7imde \u00f6\u011fretmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir defas\u0131nda Seydi dayanamam\u0131\u015f \u2018\u2019anne, benim silah\u0131m akl\u0131md\u0131r, sen bunlar\u0131 Hasan\u2019a \u00f6\u011fret demi\u015f, demi\u015f ama ensesinden de annesinin incitmeyen yumu\u015fak tokad\u0131n\u0131 yemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u015eehre gittiklerinde \u015eeme\u2019, pazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 Seydi\u2019ye yapt\u0131r\u0131r, i\u015fe do\u011frudan kar\u0131\u015fmaz, uzaktan izlemekle yetinir, ancak hatas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce m\u00fcdahale ederdi.<\/p>\n

Hamo bir ara uyand\u0131. Etraf\u0131na bakt\u0131, kimseyi g\u00f6remedi, yine dald\u0131\u2026 \u015eem\u00e9 yine kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. Her zamanki kararl\u0131 haliyle hemen s\u00f6ze girdi: \u2018\u2019Apo sak\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fclme. Metin ol. Abrilbe\u015f \u00e7\u0131kar \u00e7\u0131kmaz \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131p Kutu\u2019ya ta\u015f\u0131naca\u011f\u0131m. Oras\u0131 da olmazsa, vasiyet etti\u011fin gibi S\u00f6be\u00e7imen\u2019e gidece\u011fim ve Seydi\u2019yi A\u011fa yapaca\u011f\u0131m. Apo, korkma\u2026\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

Hamo irkildi. G\u00f6rd\u00fckleri hayal miydi, d\u00fc\u015f m\u00fcyd\u00fc? \u0130yice d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri r\u00fcyayd\u0131. Ve ailecek onlar r\u00fcyalara inan\u0131rlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hamo, and\u0131r\u0131n yolculu\u011funa \u00e7\u0131kmadan \u00f6nceki son geceyi an\u0131msad\u0131. Kendisi, e\u015fi ve o\u011flu Seydi ile yanyana bacan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne ba\u011fda\u015f kurmu\u015flar, konu\u015fuyorlard\u0131. Her nas\u0131lsa i\u00e7ine do\u011fmu\u015f vasiyetini yapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: \u2018\u2019\u2026iki y\u0131ld\u0131r Meryem\u00e7il\u2019deyiz. Lakin buran\u0131n halk\u0131na bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u0131s\u0131namad\u0131k. Yapayaln\u0131z\u0131z. Etraf\u0131m\u0131z yadlarla \u00e7evrili. K\u0131zlar b\u00fcy\u00fcyor, bir iki y\u0131la evlenme ya\u015f\u0131na girecekler. K\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yabanc\u0131ya verirsek atalar\u0131m\u0131za, yolumuza ihanet etmi\u015f oluruz. Bunun hesab\u0131n\u0131 ahrette \u0130mam H\u00fcseyin\u2019e veremeyiz, lanetli oluruz. Onun i\u00e7in Abril be\u015f \u00e7\u0131kar \u00e7\u0131kmaz g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc y\u00fckler do\u011fru Kutu\u2019ya gideriz. Ama S\u00f6be\u00e7imen\u2019e gitsek daha iyi olur. S\u00f6be\u00e7imen \u015firin, yedi sekiz haneli minnac\u0131k bir k\u00f6y. Da\u011flar\u0131, tepeleri, vadileri ormanla kapl\u0131, yaln\u0131z k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ve uzun olur. Tarla pek yok. Yerle\u015fime a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan beri gidenler fazla kalmadan geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcler. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar sadece tarla ziraat\u0131n\u0131 biliyorlard\u0131. Oysa bizim as\u0131l i\u015fimiz hayvanc\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r. Ayr\u0131ca hayvan al\u0131m sat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 da biliriz. \u00dcstelik halk\u0131n tamam\u0131 Dimilice (Alevi Zazacas\u0131) konu\u015fuyor. \u0130\u00e7lerinde ot, ekin yakacak kimse yokmu\u015f. Kimse kimsenin i\u015fine kar\u0131\u015fmazm\u0131\u015f. \u015eimdikiler hayvanc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 iyi bilirler, ama ticareti bilmezlermi\u015f. Mal ver para al, para ver mal al, ne anlad\u0131k bu i\u015ften derler, paradan para kazan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kar\u0131 bilmezlermi\u015f. Bu onlar\u0131n \u015fans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, bizimde \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z\u2019\u2019 diyerek s\u00f6zlerini tamamlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Seydi\u2019nin sonunda annesini ikna ederek aileyi S\u00f6be\u00e7imen\u2019e ta\u015f\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yordu. Bu inan\u00e7 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 biraz hafifletmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

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C) HASAN\u2019IN GET\u0130RD\u0130\u011e\u0130 HABER<\/strong><\/p>\n

Akranlar\u0131na g\u00f6re bedensel ve zihinsel a\u00e7\u0131dan biraz daha geli\u015fmi\u015f olan Hasan, tepeyi zorlanmadan a\u015fm\u0131\u015f, Meryem\u00e7il\u2019in g\u00fcney kanad\u0131n\u0131 olu\u015fturan d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011fe ula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a ve vakit ilerledik\u00e7e kar\u0131n kal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 art\u0131yor, h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131yordu. Evin s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 say\u0131daki koyun ve ke\u00e7ilerini kendisi g\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7im do\u011fa ile i\u00e7 i\u00e7eydi. Kurt, \u00e7akal korkusu nedir bilmez, onlar\u0131 do\u011fan\u0131n ayr\u0131lamaz par\u00e7alar\u0131 olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ancak biraz tedirgindi, yolunu kaybetmekten korkuyordu. Bu nedenle t\u00fcm dikkatini, kar\u0131n alt\u0131nda giderek belirsizle\u015fen yola odaklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Do\u011fru yolda oldu\u011funda emindi ve panik i\u00e7inde de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcrekli esen r\u00fcz\u011fardan korunmak i\u00e7in dereden gitmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, aniden kom\u015fular\u0131ndan birisi ile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131. Hasan buna sevindi. Kom\u015fusunun ayak izlerini izlemek sureti ile rahat\u00e7a evine ula\u015fabilecekti.<\/p>\n

Ancak kom\u015fusu bir dizi soru sordu. Hasan bu sorular\u0131 anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 T\u00fcrk\u00e7esiyle babas\u0131n\u0131n yorulup yolda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatmay\u0131 daha pratik buldu. Sonun da Hamo\u2019nun ger\u00e7ek durumunu \u00f6\u011frenen kom\u015fusu biraz keyiflendi ve yoluna devam etmekten vazge\u00e7ip h\u0131zla evinin yolunu tuttu. Hasan kom\u015fusunun bu davran\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan ku\u015fkuland\u0131, ama yine de onun ayak izlerini biraz yava\u015flayarak geriden izlemeyi daha g\u00fcvenli buldu.<\/p>\n

Hasan epeyce korkmu\u015f ve yorulmu\u015f olsa da, sonunda evine ula\u015fmay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7ar a\u00e7maz kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 annesine sar\u0131larak hem a\u011flad\u0131, hem de babas\u0131n\u0131n durumunu t\u00fcm ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eem\u00e9, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczmemek i\u00e7im \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcz ve tela\u015fs\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hemen biti\u015fik a\u011f\u0131lda koyun ve ke\u00e7ilere bakmakta olan Seydi\u2019yi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Duyduklar\u0131n\u0131 aktard\u0131. Birlikte d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

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D) KIZILBA\u015eLARA \u00d6L\u00dcM<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mezra da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k\u00e7a 13-15 evden olu\u015fuyordu. \u015eem\u00e9 ile Seydi iki koldan b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015ft\u00fckleri evlerin t\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc dola\u015f\u0131p yard\u0131m isteyecekler, orta yede bulu\u015facaklard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ancak i\u015fleri k\u0131sa s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Kom\u015fular\u0131n bir ka\u00e7\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ya a\u00e7mad\u0131lar, ya da bizimkileri kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnce kap\u0131lar\u0131 y\u00fczlerine kapatt\u0131lar. Kalan kom\u015fular\u0131ndan kimisi s\u00fcrmekte olan f\u0131rt\u0131nay\u0131, kimisi yakla\u015fan ak\u015fam vaktini, kimisi hayvanlar\u0131n ikindi yemini, kimisi de rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bahane ederek olumsuz yan\u0131t verdi. Yaln\u0131z sonuncu evin sahibi laf\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131rmadan, \u2018\u2019\u015eeme\u2019 kad\u0131n, k\u0131z\u0131lba\u015f kocan\u0131 kurtarmaya kimse gitmeyecek! Buradan bir an \u00f6nce \u00e7ekip giderseniz, sizin i\u00e7in daha hay\u0131rl\u0131 olur.\u2019\u2019 Diyerek baklay\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Demek Hasan\u2019\u0131 yolda \u00e7evirip durumu \u00f6\u011frenen kom\u015fusu haberi yaym\u0131\u015f, mezradakiler de aralar\u0131nda anla\u015f\u0131p m\u00fc\u015fterek tav\u0131r belirlemi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n

Kocas\u0131n\u0131 kurtarmak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u015eeme\u2019, \u00e7aresizlikten t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc yitirmi\u015f olmal\u0131 ki, y\u00fcz\u00fcnden melanet akan bu \u2018\u2019k\u0131rp\u0131k sakall\u0131\u2019\u2019ya, elini kald\u0131ramad\u0131, bir \u00e7ift laf edemedi. Sadece y\u00fcz\u00fcne t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcrcesine bakmakla yetinerek d\u00f6nd\u00fc, o\u011flu Seydi\u2019yi bekledi\u011fi yerden al\u0131p eve geldi. Evde fazla oyalanmad\u0131. Art\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcyemeyecek duruma gelmi\u015f olan Hasan\u2019\u0131 \u00e7ocuklara ve mala (koyun ve ke\u00e7ilere) bakmak \u00fczere b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

At\u0131 yoktu. Merkep de bu f\u0131rt\u0131nada y\u00fcr\u00fcyemezdi. \u00d6nceden tasarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi yorganla yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kilime sar\u0131p Seydi2nin s\u0131rt\u0131na verdi kendisi bir aba, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r, \u00e7orap, \u00e7\u0131ra, kav, \u00e7akmak ve \u00e7akmak ta\u015f\u0131 gibi gerekli \u015feyleri bir torbaya doldurarak omzuna ald\u0131. Birlikte birbirlerinin y\u00fcreklerinin sesini duyarak bay\u0131r a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 h\u0131zland\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Seydi \u00f6nde y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek ayaklar\u0131 ile yol a\u00e7\u0131yor, \u015eem\u00e9 de hemen arkas\u0131ndan onu izliyordu. Tepenin biraz a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131na inince Hasan\u2019\u0131n verdi\u011fi ayr\u0131nt\u0131lara g\u00f6re art\u0131k Hamo\u2019ya yakla\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek h\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 kestiler, Hamo\u2019yu armaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Elli y\u00fcz ad\u0131m daha inince g\u00f6zleri \u00f6nce ucunda mendil sallanan bastona, sonra da yak\u0131n\u0131ndaki \u00e7am a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dibinde boylu boyunca hareketsiz bir bi\u00e7imde yatan Hamo\u2019ya ili\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Hamo\u2019ya do\u011fru ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bakt\u0131lar, daha ya\u015f\u0131yordu. T\u00fcm \u00e7abalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen oturtamad\u0131lar, konu\u015fturamad\u0131lar, en \u00f6nemlisi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fckleri s\u00fct\u00fc i\u00e7iremediler. Tuttuklar\u0131 eli so\u011fuktu ve titriyordu. Sevin\u00e7leri k\u0131sa s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

K\u0131sa bir duraksamadan sonra a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131nda kocaman bir ate\u015f yakt\u0131lar. Yakla\u015fan gece i\u00e7inde bolca \u00e7al\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 toplad\u0131lar. Ate\u015fin yan\u0131na i\u00e7ini bo\u015faltt\u0131klar\u0131 heybe ve kilimi \u00fcst \u00fcste serdiler, Hamo\u2019yu yat\u0131r\u0131p \u00fcst\u00fcne yorgan serdiler.<\/p>\n

Hamo s\u0131sn\u0131nca g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131 araland\u0131, e\u015fi ve o\u011flu ile g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldi. Konu\u015fmak istiyordu. \u00d6nce \u2018\u2019Haydo\u2019\u2019 biraz sonra \u2018\u2019Mom. Mom\u2019\u2019 daha sonra \u2018\u2019\u015eere\u2019\u2019 (gidin) diyebildi. Bunlar son s\u00f6zleriydi. Dili dola\u015ft\u0131, bir daha konu\u015famad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Karanl\u0131k basmak \u00fczereydi. F\u0131rt\u0131na devam ediyordu. \u00dcstlerinde do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst ne varsa Hamo\u2019ya giydirmi\u015flerdi. O bu giysilerin i\u00e7inde \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmeden sabahlayabilirdi. Ama y\u00fczlerini ate\u015fin alevi yak\u0131yor, s\u0131rtlar\u0131n\u0131 so\u011fuk donduruyordu. Ha bire ate\u015fin \u00f6n\u00fcnde d\u00f6n\u00fcp duruyorlard\u0131. Bu gidi\u015fle sabah\u0131 zor bulurlard\u0131. Geride be\u015f \u00e7ocuk, \u00f6ks\u00fcz ve sahipsiz kalacakt\u0131. B\u00f6yle tercih olur muydu?<\/p>\n

Anne \u2018\u2019en git. Ben kal\u0131r\u0131m.\u2019\u2019 diyor, o\u011flu da aksini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Zaten yapacaklar\u0131 fazla bir \u015fey de kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi birlikte eve d\u00f6necekler, sabahleyin gelip babalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fckten sonra, gerekirse Kutu\u2019ya gidip oradaki birka\u00e7 alevi aileden yard\u0131m isteyeceklerdi. Yine de karars\u0131zd\u0131lar. Hamo\u2019yu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmak istemiyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu a\u015famada yine Hamo imdada yeti\u015fti. Hafif\u00e7e k\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131, eliyle her ikisine \u2018\u2019gidin\u2019\u2019 i\u015fareti yapt\u0131. \u00c7aresiz birlikte yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. Tepeyi a\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131nda karanl\u0131k \u00e7oktan \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Gece yar\u0131s\u0131na do\u011fru kangal cins k\u00f6pe\u011fin sesi ve Hasan ile Naze\u2019nin s\u0131k s\u0131k \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131 ev dam\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yakt\u0131klar\u0131 bir deste \u00e7\u0131ran\u0131n yayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n yard\u0131m\u0131yla eve ula\u015fabildiler.<\/p>\n

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E) DEF\u0130N<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eafak s\u00f6kerken Seydi ile yola \u00e7\u0131kan \u015eem\u00e9, i\u00e7indeki umut p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131yla olas\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fil, iyisini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, \u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6z\u00fc do\u011fru, mert birisi olan Hamo\u2019nun can\u0131 gibi sevdi\u011fi alt\u0131 yavrusunu bu yad ellerde b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeyece\u011fine inanmak istiyordu. \u0130kisi birlikte g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmak \u00fczereyken, ruhunu \u00e7oktan teslim etmi\u015f olan Hamo\u2019nun so\u011fuk cesedinin ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131lar. Kuduran f\u0131rt\u0131na yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131ktan sonra dinmi\u015fti. Ate\u015f \u00e7oktan s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Yorgan\u0131n bir ucu yan\u0131k kokuyordu.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6yl\u00fcye haber vermeye gerek yoktu. Nas\u0131l olsa gelmeyecekler, cenazeyi ta\u015f\u0131mayacaklar, y\u0131kamayacaklar, Kur\u2019an okumayacaklard\u0131. \u00dcstelik bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n gereksiz laf edecekler, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 \u00fczeceklerdi.<\/p>\n

Seydi d\u00f6nd\u00fc, evden kazma k\u00fcrek ve annesinin istedi\u011fi malzemeyi al\u0131p getirdi. Ana o\u011ful konu\u015fmasalar da yapacaklar\u0131 i\u015fleri biliyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yola yak\u0131n a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc se\u00e7tiler. Be\u015f ad\u0131m ilerisinde g\u00f6zlerine kestirdikleri yeri kazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Mezar kazma i\u015fi \u00f6\u011fleye kadar s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Biraz dinlendiler.<\/p>\n

\u015eeme2 e\u015fini soydu, v\u00fccudunu iyice karla ovdu. Ayak parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 yan yana getirerek iplik dolad\u0131. Ba\u015f taraf\u0131na ge\u00e7ti, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 iplikle \u00e7enesini ba\u011flad\u0131. \u00d6nceki g\u00fcn getirdi\u011fi yorgan\u0131n i\u00e7 k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131n\u0131 cesedine sard\u0131, cesedi Seydi\u2019nin yard\u0131m\u0131yla mezara indirip, \u00fcst\u00fcne bulabildi\u011fi \u00e7al\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131y\u0131 dizdikten sonra toprakla \u00f6rtt\u00fc. Ba\u015f taraf\u0131ndan da yerden s\u00f6kebildi\u011fi irice ta\u015f\u0131 dikti.<\/p>\n

\u015eem\u00e9 halktan biriydi. Okuryazar de\u011fildi, dua bilmiyordu. Sadece iki elini havaya kald\u0131rarak, \u2018\u2019Ya Muhammed, Ya Ali, Ya H\u00fcseyin, kocam\u0131 \u015fefaatinizden mahrum etmeyin.\u2019\u2019 Diyebildi. Seydi annesinin s\u00f6zlerini tekrarlamakla yetindi. Allah onlar\u0131n niyetlerini bilir, dualar\u0131n\u0131 anlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eeme\u2019, m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131sa duadan sonra bir an i\u00e7in kendini \u00e7ok yaln\u0131z hissetti. Bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yleyecekti. Seydi\u2019ye d\u00f6nd\u00fc, dudaklar\u0131 titredi. Ama sesini \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131. Ana o\u011ful kucakla\u015f\u0131p bir s\u00fcre \u00f6ylece kald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Otuz y\u0131l aradan sonra Seydi s\u00fcr\u00fcleriyle Halep\u2019e giderken, buradan ge\u00e7ecek, kurbanlar kesecek, Kur\u2019an okutacak ve babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6nl\u00fcnce a\u011flayacakt\u0131. Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131n yazar\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k y\u00fcz yirmi y\u0131l sonra 1998 Temmuzunda gidip b\u00fcy\u00fck dedesinin mezar\u0131n\u0131 arayacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn a\u011flamaktan yorulan \u00e7ocuklar, babas\u0131z kald\u0131klar\u0131 ilk gecenin erken saatlerinde yatm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Seydi ve \u015eem\u00e9\u2019nin uykular\u0131 yoktu.<\/p>\n

\u015eeme\u2019 kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, Seydi ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 su\u00e7lad\u0131. \u015eeme\u2019 erkek, Seydi biraz daha yeti\u015fkin ve g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olsayd\u0131, belki babalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rtlar\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131y\u0131p kurtarabilirler, bu felaket ba\u015flar\u0131na gelmezdi.<\/p>\n

Ama as\u0131l su\u00e7lu, babalar\u0131n\u0131 kurtarmayan Arap-Emevi k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc kom\u015fular\u0131yla, onlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndaki Osmanl\u0131 y\u00f6netimi, Anadolu2nun % 80\u2019ini olu\u015fturan Alevileri asan, kesen, zorla S\u00fcnnile\u015ftirerek az\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcren Yavuz Selim, II. Mahmut\u2026 gibi Osmanl\u0131 padi\u015fahlar\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Her ikisi de kom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e daha \u00e7ok kinleniyorlar, daha \u00e7ok bileniyorlard\u0131. Umutsuz de\u011fillerdi. Her devrin bir Ebu M\u00fcslim\u2019inin oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yorlard\u0131. Liderleri ihtiya\u00e7lar yarat\u0131rd\u0131. Kul daralmay\u0131nca Bozatl\u0131 h\u0131z\u0131r \u2018\u2019car\u2019\u2019a yeti\u015fmezdi. Cehennemin kap\u0131s\u0131nda bile \u2018\u2019buras\u0131 \u00fcmitsizlik diyar\u0131 de\u011fildir\u2019\u2019 diye yazarm\u0131\u015f. \u00dcstelik \u2018\u2019imam Mehdi-i sahip zaman\u2019\u0131n da vakti gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

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Seydi \u00d6zcan, \u015eeman \u2013 S\u00f6be\u00e7imen ve Aziz Baba Alevili\u011fi<\/strong>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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